Thursday, July 16, 2009

My first week:(

This week was my first full week of work and it has definitely been interesting to say the least! I have been very busy catching up on tons of paperwork and drama. It's nothing like going back to work your first week and being thrown right under the bus by the people you work with, but I have come to realize that as long as they don't say I am a bad mother they can say and think whatever they want to! I have been at my job for over 5 years and I LOVE the work I do it is very fulfilling and keeps me busy. I know the doctor I work for appreciates everything I do and he sees that I am very hard worker and I take my job very seriously. Sometimes I wish that I could work all by myself but I know I would go insane.This has been a bitter sweet week for me, I am seeing my little baby off to a house and a woman I don't know except for a 30 minute interview. But I am also getting the alone time I think every mother needs. I like to have my own independence and my own money and as a working mother I feel like I am able to have both and so much more when I get home.

Working Mommy
by Sarah Amick
Feels the guilt as she's driving away
Her thoughts are divided:
One listens attentively to the business at hand;
The other wanders to where she left her heart.
She values small qualitative moments
while juggling the motion of her world
Her hands are never idle.
This mommy organizes every minute of her day
never a down time, her world is always
time on task- always motion
Her heart is always drawn between
her dreams, goals, and responsibilities
The world of self, and selfless
She is always the last on her agenda
Always putting herself to the bottom
She is needed
Her list is full
She will make herself matter...
Tomorrow

No pics right now because blogger is being dumb and wont let me post them!

2 comments:

Nicole said...

Aw, that might have brought a tear to my eye. ;) Being a working mom is tough ... and I wish I could say that it gets easier, but it's still just as hard for me to leave Mikayla as it was a 8-9 months ago!

The Marsh's said...

Aww going back to work is so hard! Hang in there :)